Why

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Curtains open for the crowd, the protagonist Only time will tell if the hero is to prevail Twenty-something, but I feel like I'm forty-eight Love is fickle, every day is Elimidate I don't trust them if they love me, I don't love them if they trust me Love is blind when it's sunny, love is vision when its nothing, I would rather save the money To see the sights of a country, I don't know, just something majestic Maybe the pyramids of Giza, maybe a weekend in Ibiza So many woulds, I saw the cedar, too many people, way too long The termites'll burn like a furnace, don't learn, I return in the same mental place that I don't like to be I'm the only real problem with me, still, I'm livin', Fuji filmin' Fuckin' women, call them 'bitches', it's condescending [Chorus] But today is a new day, I need a new me I need a new why Today is a new day, I need a new me I need a new why Sometimes, this life ain't like what it seems So I need to find a new why for me [Verse 2] Channel thoughts through a mic I pen, FOMO nights through a fish eye lens I might die if I don't dive in, for the hundredth time, I'll invite my friends They'll get high, and I'll drink uncontrollably, sobering, I'll put it off to an older me Vulnerably, I don't know how to say "No" to me, openly viewing the casket I'm opening Used to play at midnight club, dub edition, man, I wanted that 300c Now there's a train in my tunnel vision, oh, what a collision it's gonna be Sickle sharpenin' my ice pack, feeling iffy on the right track I don't need another nightcap, I just want to take my life back I need a new why, I need a new reason for the shit I do Limited view, I used to be filled with desire to prove to you But I need something that's more suitable, like Hugo Boss for my funeral Buried my past with the present, I'll be reborn effervescent [Chorus] But today is a new day, I need a new me I need a new why Today is a new day, I need a new me I need a new why Sometimes, this life ain't like what it seems So I need to find a new why for me [Outro] Let 'em run, let 'em run Let 'em run Let 'em run, let 'em run Let 'em run Lightning, lightning Striking, this might be The end This might be the end