Anyway

Lyrics

[Intro] Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah [Chorus: Khary] There's no use trying You won't like me Anyway Anyway There's no use fighting You won't like me Anyway Anyway [Verse 1: Khary] (Yeah) Why do I try to be someone that I'm not? An introvert, I trip when steppin' outside my box I hate that my tone is fake when talking to someone fake They probably think I like them, while slithering like a snake (Sss...) Like, why do I keep savin' all these numbers in my phone? (Phone...) Of people sayin', "Let's get up", we both know that we won't I swear I got a million contacts, I probably only contact twenty The other half askin' me for money My time is too precious for these hoes (Hoes) Mi casa, su casa? Nigga, no You speaking that Chewbacca, I'm a trotter of the globe The el chupacabra will not suck the blood up out this GOAT Stick the dismount for the gold, and everybody cheers But I'm thinking that what I really want is what I fear (Fear) 'Cause I got closer, but I want to run away I don't feel like bein' me today, yeah [Chorus: Khary] There's no use trying You won't like me Anyway Anyway There's no use fighting You won't like me Anyway Anyway [Verse 2: Cloud Atrium] Did you do it different this time? (Uh, uh) Ready for the world through the scope of your eyes Feeling dead alive, I'm steady shifting (Uh, uh) Askin' what's on my playlist? My intuition Started addin' everything up, and I see the difference From letting people in and out, the windows tinted, uh, Lord, forgive us Innocence left the building when conditioning, and Played the victim first, I wonder, who did this to him? Out of control, will he let it grow? I never know Never had much of a rock, too many steppin' stones But one glance in the Iris, there's many roads Doing cardio with heavy souls Memory jog, hand-in-hand, time spans, connection thin Here for a moment, then gone when the minute ends But my soul too large for a small attention span Guess it is what it is when it hit the fan, and— [Chorus: Khary & Cloud Atrium, both ] There's no use trying (Trying) You won't like me (Like me, mm-mm) Anyway Anyway (Anyway) There's no use fighting (Fighting, uh) You won't like me (Like me) Anyway (Anyway, anyway) Anyway ('Way, 'way, anyway) [Interlude: Khary] (*deep exhale*) (*audible breathing*) [Verse 3: Khary] Imagine you had a dream since you were sixteen Imagine you had the schemes since you were sixteen And you told yourself you'd do anything for it, but do you even love it? Do you want to abort? I mean— Like... Everything seems so fuckin' ego-driven, mm Tryna be the things my heroes didn't Tryna see things like Stevie Wonder- with my eyes closed I mean, I try to pose For these pictures, but I'm not happy I'm just rapping But do these words even mean shit in the end? Uh One day, we all have to become has-beens Has been, I mean, I'm tryna get it right I mean, I'm on this fuckin' road, I mean, I'm tryna do it right I mean, I never had a clue, and I'm just tryna do a— I wanna break this fuckin' glass in my hand And stare at the pain And see if it hurts the same And just, stare at the pain And see if it hurts the same, uh I want to die, but I'm not suicidal 'Cause I don't know what I should live for I don't know if I should give more I just take and watch the world burn down Like Rome, am I Nero? In his eyes, he's a hero Feel lower than zero Negative numbers, I have to start to wonder, uh What makes me special? What makes you special? I met a girl, pretty lovely, I don't think she loves me But I talk to her anyway, on different days 'Cause I don't even feel connected When we fuckin' I feel like I stick my dick in a empty vessel I say some shit just to test you You say you want to get close, I don't believe you Because most women are ghosts, I mean, I see through I mean, I— I mean, I see through Uh I put up a facade, like I'm a god Put up a facade, like I'm a god But I'm so insecure, I don't know myself, I don't feel my— (*breathing in*) —I don't feel myself The way I probably should, the way I do on songs, that's why it's not that good When I fake it... I mean, these songs don't mean shit I mean, these songs don't mean shit I mean, these songs don't mean shit I mean, these songs don't mean shit I mean, these songs don't mean shit— (*deep exhale*) I'm just thinking about shit I already said What if I'm not living? I'm already dead? What if this all just exists in my head? I swear, I'm bein' honest I swear, I'm bein' honest [Bridge: Khary] One plus one says I don't like me, yeah See, use—there's no use trying I don't like me, yeah I don't like me, yeah There's no use trying, yeah I don't like me, yeah There's no use trying There's no use trying I don't like me... There's no use trying I don't like me! There's no use trying 'Cause I don't like me! There's no use trying 'Cause I don't like me! You won't like me! There's no use trying! There's no use try- Yeah [Verse 4: Khary] Legend has it, there was a Intern and a Captain But I don't know what happened, uh One was too humble, and one was too arrogant Couldn't tell he's his parent's kid The son of two college professors Dropped out, still tryna to do better Still tryna see weather But you can't predict the forecast I'm just here while it lasts Puff, puff, I'm taking a drag Life is a drag, I'm feeling so bad Like Michael Jack— —son, on the wall? No, I'm off of it I mean, I got a lot of things in my mind, I don't like the politic— I used to watch the news But now I watch myself in the mirror with the blues They say, "Hip hop's different" It's not the music that I used to listen to Swear, I'm like a different you Yeah, yeah [Chorus: Khary] No use trying You won't like me Any-way-ay-ay-ay-ay-ay-ay Anyway...