A Year In Space

Lyrics

[Intro: Khary] Yeah I just... I just... I don't know Just listen [Verse 1: Khary & Lamara] Alright Can I be honest? I broke rules, I broke hearts I broke promises You might think that I'm self-aware But I fake confidence But I feel free tonight, I can see the light My way out of this It begins with me, things I was doing for you Are things I should do for me Yeah, the giants sleep, I've got a stalk to climb Better not make a peep but, damn, that's steep I ain't never seen the peak They don't want you to see the peak, DJ Khaled voice I ain't know that I had the choice I ain't know that I had the choice, I ain't know why- I am a opposition That puts me in a odd position, this is my audition I know that I talk too much I know I'm not the type to listen But here I am, right here, before your door Mom says I need the Lord But if spent my money on girls and clothes Holy water, I just can't afford I gotta fill that void, some way I can't follow you, I can't follow you Please don't follow me, I got problems, see Pride I'm swallowing, really honestly (Ah, ah) I think I need time at home, I think I need to meditate (Ah, ah) I think I need time alone, I could use a year in space [Chorus: Khary & Lamara] I don't love myself, but you keep loving me I am not the man, that I wanna be I don't love myself, but you keep holding me I can not be yours, and live comfortably I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands [Interlude: Jon Hope] I mean, is it really trippin' If you stumble upon your truth? I got a couple hundred in my pocket But I beg to differ 'Cause if a nigga like you Gon' find himself along the way By all means, Khary Get lost! [Verse 2: Khary] Just another day on a lonely Earth Tryna see which ex gonna stone me first Searched my soul for my own rebirth And convinced myself that I don't need church What is my self worth? In a state of panic, depression gets hard to manage New York hurt my heart, but made me a man Rhode Island's like a different planet Am I not brave? Uh Does that make me a coward? Used to want to save the world, put a cape on But is this world ours? Conscious Khary became Captain Khary For the sake of myself and the sake of you 'Cause there's no telling what one might do With too much whiskey and too much truth Some go crazy, remain minute Some go load gun to aim to shoot Some go drop out, I blame the school Oh, how I miss you, an aimless youth What's the right time to hang my boots? What's the right time to call a truce? I deal with darkness inside my mind So it feel like sunshine to be recluse Luck is light, but that's what makes me right The fact that I know my life is a roll of dice Not a girl in my Rolodex That can make me forget my price I am not my vice, overworked, I need two brains Never hang like Hussein, dark nights without Bruce Wayne Not afraid to be crazy We all are, I'm afraid to be too sane [Chorus: Khary & Lamara] I don't love myself, but you keep loving me I am not the man, that I wanna be I don't love myself, but you keep holding me I can not be yours, and live comfortably I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands [Outro: Khary] Demands, demands, demands, demands Demands, demands, demands, demands Demands, demands, demands, demands Demands, demands, demands, demands Demands, demands, demands, demands Demands, demands, demands, demands Demands, demands, demands, demands Demands, demands, demands, demands