Detached

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's not pathological Not sociopathy Or psychopathy I just can't seem to feel any emotion [Verse 2] I'm apathetic And it's getting much worse It's been intensifying I wish I could say I've been crying But [Chorus] I guilt-trip myself 'cause I'm fueled by anger Pity for me is weakness And weakness is one's demise But is demise ultimately a loss? I am detached Detached Detached [Verse 3] It's revolting How can you not experience An inch of sympathy Be so desensitized? [Verse 4] I flinch at the slightest sign Of fragility or emotion It's disassociation by choice And remorse as a result [Verse 5] I'm a damn mess A ticking time bomb But I've got it under control I keep defusing myself/know what wires to cut [Chorus] I guilt-trip myself 'cause I'm fueled by anger Pity for me is weakness And weakness is one's demise But is demise ultimately a loss? I am detached Detached Detached [Bridge] Why do I feel pain, then? Why do I wish to feel? Maybe I want to be reconnected Who the fuck am I kidding? I've always been like this Been like this Been like this I am detached Detached Detached