overdraft

Lyrics

[Verse: SOLARIA] Most of my cheque every month goes to my debt Of impulses, emergencies And things I don't know yet The amount I owe doesn't go down at all All I can do is watch my savings fall Time after time, I wonder how I can save myself I've made so many mistakes, can it even be helped? If I drop dead, I'll ruin my family's financial health So, I gotta stay alive, even if suicide's Inevitable for the self [Chorus: SOLARIA] And to my credit I screwed up worse than anybody else could have And to my credit I ran so far ahead that there's no turning back Now all I can do is flip a card Take the symbolism it shows to heart and pray And to my credit I've come back from worse and maybe it'll be fine And to my credit I know what I've done wrong after taking my cards online Now I know no one can know what's wrong If I just go and shove them all away [Verse: socks.] Why do I lower my pace To placate bottom lines Lose hope and lose all my space To keep my pride alive I think I've got blood on my face From all the falls I've taken Wipe it, and leave with no trace And see the sun awaken If I need money to keep myself safe Then why do I wanna waste it? If healing magic's supposed to be sweet Then how come I never taste it? I just can't ever agree with myself Or check on my student loans I might ignore all the offers for help And just spend the night alone [Verse: SOLARIA] Bankruptcy, insolvency, how's your credit check? Packages, delivery, man I'm such a wreck If your mental health is through the ringer Just add to cart Gender affirming clothing To heal my soul and heart I got ten dollars to my name, all my savings were in vain Have to shoot down hangouts 'cause my bank is in pain Another sudden bill to the door in my name Pretend I don't notice to keep myself sane (and to my credit) [Chorus: SOLARIA] I've come back from worse and maybe it'll be fine And to my credit I know what I've done wrong after taking my cards online Now I know no one can know what's wrong If I just go and shove them all away