Song Meaning
The lyrics open with a poignant reflection on the intangible nature of what truly matters, stating that "the more important things, you can't see them." This sets a tone of searching for value beyond the superficial, contrasting it with the complex closeness of loved ones. The narrator grapples with self-definition, initially questioning "What do I want to be?" before declaring a desire to simply "ride the sound" for now. This internal conflict between aspiration and present immersion is a core theme.
The song then shifts to a more defiant stance, embracing a self-proclaimed "selfishness" as their "My way." There's a strong emphasis on collective movement, asserting "We're not alone, let's go together Dat way." This communal drive is juxtaposed with a darker undercurrent, hinting at escapism through "drugs" as a response to frustration. However, this is quickly countered by a declaration of newfound clarity and resilience: "My eyes are open, more savage than anyone." The narrator seems to acknowledge past pain, stating "don't care about the damage" to a "broken heart."
A significant craft element is the recurring motif of the "Trapstar" identity, presented as both a self-definition and a performance. The lyrics repeatedly assert this persona, even as the narrator acknowledges external disappointment: "You got me fucked up, a disappointment again." The contrast between the aspirational "Trapstar" and the raw, sometimes self-destructive actions like drug use highlights the tension between the desired image and the lived reality. The repeated refrain of "Pussy, money, weed / We'll become Rich together" underscores a materialistic goal, yet it's framed within a context of shared ambition with "family."