until we meet again

Lyrics

Let me come to you old, come as a dying snail Come weak and lay beside you Let me come to you angry, come shaking with hate Come calloused and lay beside you Even more, let me come to you strong, come sure and free Come powerful and lay with you People keep trying to get close to me People keep crying, I'm hard to reach People be running all over me, uh People should know that I wanna see them Pеople should know that it's hard for me I can show it more than I spеak it I'm tired of crying 'bout all my dead folks I'm tired of lying 'bout shit I dread Goodbye, sayonara, thoughts in my head I wanna remember what I enjoyed Instead, I'm internally null and void To everything, feeling like what's the point? People should know that it's hard for me To get out my bed without weeping To feel a thing, let alone brush my teeth I used to believe that I wanna die I know now that's an internal lie To cover up all that I hold inside Why is he gone and I'm still alive? Why was he murdered while he tried To put his whole heart out on the line? How can I fathom the shame I feel When I think of who was behind the wheel? I want to fill them up with steel An eye for an eye is not the way So I toast to lighten up the pain Until we meet again Until we meet again Until we meet again Until we meet again I can feel the fire burning higher Turning brighter outside I can see the signs on the line I know it's time, time, time How long do I wait to escape This hateful place? I just wanna fight till I'm right Till it's right outside I can start again, start again Start again, 'gain, 'gain I can start again, start again Start again I can start again, start again Start again, 'gain, 'gain I can start again, start again Start again, start again Start again 'Gain, 'gain Start again, 'gain, 'gain I can start again, start again Start again