Murder in My Heart

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I used to love a boy I still see him in these rooms His head was like the summer And his voice was like the moon Sometimes he makes me heavy A deeper shade of blue And there's murder in my heart And there's nothing I can do [Verse 2] I used to love a boy But now he's two years dead I hear myself repeating what my father always said Don't let it make you bitter And watch while you're blue I got murder in my heart But I'd rather die instead [Verse 3] Somebody would've taken on a lover Does anybody need another friend? Right now, anybody doesn't need? [Verse 4] I kinda like the ocean With it's arms stretched open wide But I know what it means to be dragged out with the tide And to fight from going under And to keep myself alive And there's murder in my heart And there's water in my eyes [Instrumental Break] [Verse 5] Went out late last night Just to get a little air And I walked beneath the streetlights And I saw nobody there Just a bitterness that followed me A saddening surprise There's murder in my heart And I made me that way There's murder in my heart I can't make it go away