Honest Conversation

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's been while since we talked I walked and walked and I got lost And once again, I ended up back here You say to come just as I am But do You mean those things You said? I've got so many questions and so much fear [Pre-Chorus] Do You even notice me as my brain's on fire and I'm losing sleep? You say You're here, but, God, that's hard to believe [Chorus] Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings This war inside is flesh and spirit And it feels like flesh is gonna win it But You're the One I put my faith in The proof is that I'm still here praying I know You care what my heart's really saying So, God, let's have an honest conversation [Verse 2] I'm laying all of my cards down Nothing left to hide, not now What's the point if I can't tell the truth? You say You're here inside my heart Then why, God, do You feel so far When all I want is to feel so close to You? [Chorus] Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings The war inside is flesh and spirit And it feels like flesh is gonna win it But You're the One I put my faith in The proof is that I'm still here praying I know You care what my heart's really saying So, God, let's have an honest conversation [Post-Chorus] An honest conversation [Bridge] If You love me Then why do I hate myself? If You want me Then why do I wanna be someone else? If You know me Then why do I feel so alone? If there's answers, then, God, won't You tell me so? [Chorus] Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings This war inside is flesh and spirit And it feels like flesh is gonna win it But You're the One I put my faith in The proof is that I'm still here praying I know You care what my heart's really saying So, God, let's have an honest conversation [Outro] An honest conversation