Self Sabotage

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I wish my head had a trap door For when I need escaping Can't live with myself anymore Feels like I'm suffocating Tight spaces, breathing in exhaust Spiraling in negative thoughts Hostage duct-taped in the garage A master of self-sabotage [Chorus] I don't I don't know how to let somebody know I try to scream, but fear has got me by the throat [Verse 2] And I was talking to a friend About my situation He's been exactly where I've been Familiar isolation A basketcase for days on end A prison of comparisons Hostage duct-taped in the garage A master of self-sabotage [Chorus] I don't, I don't know how to let somebody know I try to scream, but fear has got me by the throat [Bridge] Gaslit by my mirror, makes me wish that I was someone else I know I can't love her until I decide to love myself Gaslit by my mirror, makes me wish that I was someone else I know I can't love her until I decide to love myself [Chorus] I don't I don't know how to let somebody know I try to scream, but fear has got me by the throat [Verse 3] And so the plot thickens again I'm both villain and victim Drunk on lonely entitlement Wanting someone to listen I'm screaming from the inside-out Hover above then come back down I'm not some narcissistic god [Outro] Abandon this self-sabotage Abandon this self-sabotage Abandon this self-sabotage Abandon this self-sabotage Abandon this self-sabotage