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I overheard someone talking, they said that You took your brother's name After he died and you left yours In Vietnam Thanks for the eggs that you cooked when I was sick Think i can say that much Hey grandpa you look good in that suit I finished high school, can you believe it? So I walked in to your room The sunlight reflected off your sheets No one looks you in the eyes As you struggled to make a sound I can't quite express all the things i regret My sister cried when i got her friеnds sent home I held hеr in my arms as we got scolded in the hall By my stepmom But it was too late I blamed my mom for the things my family said It wasn't her fault but she was the only one around I've talked so much shit about the people i love most So what does that say about me? Fuck this shit! I deserve this At cô Ly's wedding, she made sure to have a speech telling How sad she was that you already died And everyone was crying as she danced with her brother Just like you and grandma And I could hear my dad as your first family planned your funeral And through the door he screamed "Fuck him! He's not done anything for us!" And so, how could I come? Do you know? what you left me with? If I came to see you i'd be betray my dad There's just no easy answer You left my dad when he was just a kid and Your second marriage it was just so perfect And you said it was ok if I did anything at all Just finish college first alright Fuck this shit, should I have called more? Don't hold me back, I feel so guilty but all i want to say is just Fuck you, you just don't, how complicated it be to just come and visit But I would call, if I could, and tell you my life didn't end up quite the way I wished And I've got so many questions that I just didn't care about when i had the chance And just know, that all this time, I hear your words and I try to let go But I Just can't Forget it I can't forget it I can't forget it You laid in bed, fucking god the sunlight's so bright And I could see every contour of your bones And your hair was gone, but I remember And your voice was gone, But I remember And you said, "hey why didn't you come more?" Now I can't believe you're gone