Hard to Understand

Lyrics

[Chorus] You say that we have grown apart You say it's how it has to be I watch as you walk out of my life Taking with you my sanit (sanity) [Spliff] You saved me last forever All i can is use to feeling mispure I'm starting to feel sick when now without you It's like you are the cure The only thing that's right In this world full of wrong The only reason why I decided to write this song You came to me, in a dream Beautiful lies, wicked queen Look at this smile, killing me Tried to defy my family Manipulation is your occupation So many times I Just wanted to change the station But the same trash keeps on playing You breaking my heart Seems to be my only destination No, it's bound to happen And for some reason I can't face it Got me locked up Threw away the key, my time's up Ain't no saving me I drop up, I lost my ways I bowed down, dropped to my knees And prayed for something better Prayed to finally see the light So think about today I'll dream about you When I sleep at night You say it's time to go Look, I'm just not ready to leave To be what I have to do To make you see You belong with me [Chorus] You say that we have grown apart You say it's how it has to be I watch as you walk out of my life Taking with you my sanity [Kaoz] So now you tell me you're leaving Trying so hard to understand All alone, all alone It's just so hard to believe in I tried as hard as I can All alone, all alone Queen of the damned Pulled me by my feet out this sand Melted the eyes around my heart With the heat of her hands Started breathing again She loved me for the creature I am She took my doubt about myself Made me believe that I can Believe I'm the man Turned me into believable again Took this alcoholic And pulled me out the reach of a can That piece once again She pulled out the streets like a friend Feel like I'll never use my nine milimeter again But now she's leaving Me inside this empty house, bleeding Crushing in everything I believe in The heathen, that's fiending for a reason To act an ass Like a crack addict That just spent that last stack of cash I told you what you walk about I thought you see me all the new Bout to jump off a bridge Just feels because I sink in the blue So when you walk away from this grenade You pull out the pin Just to ensure that I will never fall in love Again [Chorus] You say that we have grown apart You say it's how it has to be I watch as you walk out of my life Taking with you my sanity So now you tell me you're leaving Trying so hard to understand All alone, all alone It's just so hard to believe in I tried as hard as I can All alone, all alone You say that we have grown apart Trying so hard to understand You say it's how it has to be (has to be) I watch as you walk out of my life (I tried as hard as I can) Taking with you my sanity (sanity)