Song Meaning
The lyrics paint a picture of a narrator captivated by someone, referred to as "Valentine," whose words and texts feel like a script. There's an immediate sense of performance and curated reality, where the narrator feels like a character to be chosen. The narrator acknowledges their own lack of poetic or dreamlike qualities, contrasting with the idealized image they project or are perceived to have, especially through their digital interactions. This sets up a dynamic where the narrator seems to be playing a role, perhaps to meet the expectations of "Valentine."
The central tension arises from the narrator's intense need for "Valentine" and the unsettling realization that this person reminds them of past selves they've forgotten. The phrase "When you're gone I miss me rotten" is particularly striking, suggesting that "Valentine" serves as a mirror, reflecting or even embodying aspects of the narrator's own identity that they feel are lost or neglected. This implies a codependency where the narrator's sense of self is intertwined with the presence of "Valentine."
The craft here is in the juxtaposition of the mundane (texts, read receipts) with the dramatic (script, poets, dreamers, RAP sheets). The image of "Writing RAP sheets in the backseat / Of a taxi heading west" is vivid, hinting at a life lived on the edge or a narrative unfolding rapidly. The repeated address "Valentine" acts as an anchor, but also a point of fixation, highlighting the narrator's singular focus on this figure who seems to unlock a complex relationship with their own past and present self.