​kerosene

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Sie] If I could smile a thousand smiles Fake I'm good for a while, I would But I don't think that I should 'Cause then you'd never know what goes on in my mind I guess I'll just stay misunderstood [Pre-Chorus: Sie] But it can get lonely sometimes I wish that you'd hold me most nights But it can get lonely sometimes I wish that you'd hold me most nights [Chorus: Sie, Kamal., Both] Kerosene I've been burning at both ends to be here Kerosene, yeah I've been burning at both ends in secret [Verse 2: Kamal.] All of my friends are sad lately And my dad says that It's evidence of the prevalence of pathology So I took his car out south And ended up crashing it Hoping that he'd see an ambulance as an analogy Close your eyes, you're polarised and chronically online I spend all my life drinkin' a white light from a screen Half the time I'm half-alive, my brain is barely mine Probably should have never fell in love with this lack of self-esteem [Chorus: Kamal., Kamal. & Sie] Kerosene, uh I'm burning at both ends to be here Kerosene (Kerosene) I'm burning at both ends in secret [Post-Chorus: Kamal. & Sie] If I could smile a thousand smiles Fake I'm good for a while, I would But I don't think that I should 'Cause then you'd never know what goes on in my mind I guess I'll just stay misunderstood [Outro: Sie] But it can get lonely sometimes I wish that you'd hold me most nights But it can get lonely sometimes I wish that you'd hold me most nights