The Self Hate

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I hate the life I got I hate that I know what I'm not I hate that I stay broke a lot I hate how shit ain't working out I hate that I got all this doubt I hate that I ain't got no clout I hate that I put in all this fucking time and I still cannot figure this shit out I hate the job I got I hate how hate is all I talk about I hate the fact that I can't tell if my friends are my friends or not I hate the girl I'm with I hate that all I do is reminisce I hate that I'm consumed by all my hate I fucking hate this shit I hate the car I'm in I hate this Honda I want a fucking Benz I hate the sun, I hate the rain, I hate the clouds, I hate thе wind I hate to lose I nevеr win I hate to love, embrace the hate it's draining keeping this hate in my heart I feel it every day [Chorus] We love self hate (I hate myself) We love self hate (I hate myself) We love self hate (I hate myself) Self hate [Post-Chorus] Is it lack of self esteem? Is it pride? When you wake up, do you wanna die? Fantasies of your suicide? Self hate (self hate) Self hate [Bridge] And they were right I am self-centered And god complex sometimes Because I have little self esteem from my childhood [Verse 2] I hate the deal I got I hate the house I bought I hate the fact I feel a lot I hate this music shit I hate the records that I make I hate my fucking team I hate this dream I hate a lot of things I hate my record label and my A&R I hate I blew my first big check on a chain and a car I hate the IRS unnecessary stress is the scariest I hate these bitches And I hate my fans I hate I had a plan I hate how my plan panned out and I am who the fuck I am I hate that I'm misunderstood I hate that no one understands I hate that my life's only worth it when there's people in them stands I hate that I could say that I hate myself in a song and all the fuck that they gon' do is sing along I hate myself [Chorus] We love self hate (I hate myself) We love self hate (I hate myself) We love self hate (I hate myself) Self hate [Post-Chorus] Is it lack of self esteem? Is it pride? When you wake up, do you wanna die? Fantasies of your suicide? Self hate (self hate) Self hate