La La La

Lyrics

[Intro] Yeah Uh-huh Lawd, yeah (And uh-huh and uh-huh) Lawd Yeah. Aight [Verse 1] Huh this is a tangible product I pray that you could feel My pain's become the centerpiece; The part that makes it real I reminisce what I repress whenever writing records, I'm feeling depressed when I play it back and then I assess it I been obssessin over all the causes of my stress and lord forgive me for my sins I swear I never learn my lesson Confessin I'm losin faith and I say yo name in my rhymes but I'm really just savin face I feel I'm fallin from yo grace What is my place in this world? I know I'm worthless The pain that I present to these people; Do I deserve it? Deserted from destitution I'm far from mentally stable They threw me inside of an institution to find the resolution But I was lost in the cause if you want a couple illusions Never definin the music Find it amusin What do I see as my muse? The beat that I got to abuse You better believe that I'm telling the truth They wanted the real, so that's what I give and now they in love with the lyrics I spit, shit [Verse 2] Yeah I'm hopin for an intervention, lord, make it divine I need a sign Lemme know if I'm wasting my time If people follow me I pray I never lead them blind I had the right intentions when I attempted to free they minds and sooth they soul I'm giving them something that you could relate to But I woulda never degrade you Givin you everything that I have; My heart and my soul; My pain and my love I guess that was all the above But who do I trust? And when can I turn? And when does it end? I'm really concerned, Lawd Will I survive? Is the question I'm always askin I know you blessed me wit talent then cursed me with insecurities currently writing this in a corner while contemplatin: Do I even wanna live? On the daily, I been debatin I had a dream as a child for a while but it was evasive within a moment it faded I felt I fell on my face and I really wanna be happy, estatic, even elated but I'm just stayin sedated terrified I'll never make it, Lawd