Change My Way

Lyrics

[Verse 1: K21] There's a war going outside, but I ain't leaving yet I pull the covers over me and try to sleep instead Try to vividly live a dream, I won't run and hide I let the screams and the sirens become my lullabies Committed, can't quit it and feel I never had the chance Harbour every thought until I rumble off an avalanche Striding like a dark horse, humble while I gallivant Going for the extra mile, stuck inside a traffic jam I guess I just got an ear for it like Van Gogh Say my name thrice, I appear, both of my hands closed Beyond ephemeral, diamond in the rough Sitting on an emerald, delivered from the general I said it all and never thinking I can dodge it Like prescription and a promise should be fixing every problem But this feeling that I'm holding's all I need to the end So whenever I'm feeling blue, I start breathing again, and say [Chorus: K21 & Joy & Sparks] This road I'm building till I pave my way Brick after brick until the daylight came And soon, I promise that I'll change my way But till then, I'm just living every day by day And every morning, while I lay wide awake Drifting away, looking at the rain side sways I said I promise that I'll change my way But till then, I'm just living every day by day [Verse 2: K21] Still in ADL, where it's all good but never say we're well Just play our cards whichever way they're dealt in Church City, looking out a window where the pane was held Instead, we gave 'em hell, no presence of an angel felt A frame of health, now I'm smashing to bits Cynicism, feel I'm living in inadequate skin Crawling, bin falling down till I and in my sin Night terrors had as a kid all coming back to relive Harbour the culture of fear with every word I'm thinking up Thinking—Thinking I should learn, instead I learnt to think too much And maybe one day, I deserve a little trust But I love the things that hurt me and hurt the things I love Turn over and get up, then I left rocking the same clothes As last night, cutting more Z's than Don Diego Found light at the end of the tunnel on the railroad All as I watch the day go past with the last train home [Chorus: K21 & Joy & Sparks] This road I'm building till I pave my way Brick after brick until the daylight came And soon I promise that I'll change my way But till then I'm just living every day by day And every morning while I lay wide awake Drifting away, looking at the rain side sways I said I promise that I'll change my way But till then I'm just living every day by day [Outro: Joy & Sparks] I'ma get up, I'ma get out And I'ma leave my home My heart will beat there while I Roam I'ma get it, I'ma get it till I get home It's all I 'm knowing in my city so I roam And nothing ever changes how I'm feeling when I'm home When I'm home