Lyrics

[Intro] "I hate this world Sometimes.. Sometimes I wish that I was never born." [Verse 1] Imagine if my existence hadn't been endeavored yet Imagine if my parents were strangers and never met Or even if they did, from that path they could've strayed And decided to go somewhere else the day that I was made Or maybe they still played it out completely but instead Another semen head that I was racing beat me to the egg And not being the first one to notice or be the worst one And Mamma ended up birthing a totally different person With a weaker mind, think of how hard it would be to last Suppose that he was still a rap artist, but he was trash Nothing that I did would ever be done, righteous or bad And no one would care 'cause you can't miss what you never had Sad when I hit my lowest and all sympathy died And success was like a cab that wouldn't give me a ride So how altered would the route be if no one knew about me? And would my family and friends be better off without me? [Chorus] If I was never born how different would it be? Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see? And directly be affected good or negatively? Or another dude was walking this road rather than me If I was never born would things be the same way? Or would my absence cause others to go astray? The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I'll just wonder [Verse 2] My non-existence in the world might triple the threat And might misdirect the whole Universe's ripple effect The world's portrait minus me would be differently painted People I introduced might have never been acquainted With no way to explain it or acknowledge it or fill it The people that I talked out of doing wrong might've did it The lives I effected would possibly be destroyed Or maybe God would send somebody else to fill the void But on the flip side, what about the bad deeds? The evil seeds I planted that grew at fast speeds Wicked things that I was doing that left some lives ruined Might not have happened had they not fell under my influence Was me being here worth it? I defeated my purpose The worst part is knowing that I can never reverse it Now my self-vilification got me facing frustration The contemplation that I might be a wasted creation [Chorus] If I was never born how different would it be? Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see? And directly be affected good or negatively? Or another dude was walking this road rather than me If I was never born would things be the same way? Or would my absence cause others to go astray? The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I'll just wonder [Verse 3] Now even if you feel like you was born out of season Don't sit around believing that you're here for no reason If the planets go around the Sun, they have to rotate You should know you have a purpose, it's just yours to locate Find yourself, cultivate your talents, God will support it The womb is not the only place that life can be aborted Your dream died in your head the second that you thought it 'Cause you didn't have the faith to act on it and get it started Some depressed and suicidal, feeling hopeless and left out Life ain't a supermarket, stop trying to check yourself out There's a lesson in each struggle if you look deep and explore it A wise person uses setbacks to move forward If you was never born, that would be a disaster No love, no accomplishments and no laughter And did you ever wonder, maybe your present pain Could've been blocked by a friend or love, one who never came [Chorus] If I was never born how different would it be? Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see? And directly be affected good or negatively? Or another dude was walking this road rather than me If I was never born would things be the same way? Or would my absence cause others to go astray? The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I'll just wonder