IN LOVE WITH A CYNIC (Treasure)

Lyrics

Dear friends If you can hear me in this This is not for you I put a lot into making sure everything felt right And I made every mistake knowing one day I'm gonna regret it- Or I might, I might regret it, uh I made everything feel like an ending Because at that time, uh It probably actually felt like an ending And, I've shared hopeless moments with you But, I've never like once admitted to the fact that- I'm at my best when I... (No, I'm not going to say that) Um I'm at my bеst when I recognize somеthing as a beginning rather than an ending And I'm saying this, knowing full-well that I'm going to regret it I'm going to look back at this with an overwhelming sense of embarrassment That, doesn't really matter though Because that's what- this is what's on my mind right now At this very moment And I think, it's finally time to admit that this is not me This is who I want to be And I will keep saying that Forever and ever With the hope that some day, I might end up getting you right But the truth is, I don't think I ever will And that's not a bad thing, 'cause neither will you And it might be a little, fucked up to find a little bit of comfort in that I wish, you, could hear me in this The "me" I have- (You held me in a fantasy) Oh my god that's yeah that's... Cringe Until I make the end a beginning Everything will just be an ending And heres to many more Dear friend, if you can hear me in this Just me, this is not for you