(Intro) All Love Lost

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Joe Budden] Just when I thought I can't dig any deeper Said my last shit was trash, and they dig when it's deeper They ain't see what I see; I guess my vision was weaker Or they buy me to hear me, so we could skip all the features; I'm like Woke me up with the pinch So it's in English now since they ain't wanna hear French Ain't wanna hear Wiz, ain't want me with Kirko They ain't wanna hear me happy, now they lookin' for hurt Joe They'll hate it before they hear it if they think it's commercial And so they're patiently waitin' for my fortune's reversal, check it It's like ever since Bundles passed Took the high road and watched everybody underpass Truth be told, God been lookin' out so much That I feel guilty when I ask him for more Then I do it like the shit ain't ever happen before This is all the while layin' on my bathroom floor Hold up, I'm just askin' Him, give me strength to grow up By now I'm sick and tired of layin' in my own throw-up It's a given, then self-pity hits me And I start to feel like I don't deserve to be forgiven Like when you can't think, talkin' when you don't drink But sneakin' round your own kitchen 'cause you gotta get a swig in I got issues, weed, and vodka will settle some Well, ain't that the pot callin' the Kettle One? I know niggas so broke that they embezzle funds Too busy waitin' for a chance that ain't never come But this is bigger than havin' a debt I mean I can't stop my brain from imaginin' death Then out the clear blue sky, I cry random tears Used to it, me and depression been a tandem for years I suffer from self-doubt, put a cramp in my fears If there's a God, this'd be the perfect span to appear I'm not a street nigga (Nah), never claimed that sport And some of that train of thought's insane, had to abort, so People say I changed, I believe I should Even so, the goal's always been to leave the hood None of this should be a shock to y'all Logic says if you're still there, that's a knock to y'all Since you want a nigga furthest from his dreams Love's gone, DOA once we left the murder scene, Joe [Chorus: Rafael Lavoz & Emanny, Joe Budden] When the love goes, the trust goes It's like you hit my heart with a snub nose I don't give a fuck though Where did the love go? (Guess it's all love lost) Been a hustle, a struggle Say the truth hurts and then cuts slow (Word) I don't give a fuck though Where did the love go? (Guess it's all love lost) [Verse 2: Joe Budden] Now this might be the realest shit I ever said Ever thought, realest I ever fought (Word) Ignorance is bliss, you niggas were never taught So when a challenge is sought, you niggas never retort Me I'm too savvy, too witty, it's just too much moxy No percs, just a few crushed oxys But gettin' off was imminent when my dick became Numb, I was impotent, shit got real different then Was out in Cali with a model, little waist Some double Ds, a pretty face and long hair, her name's Vivian Not the norm for me, askin' what's wrong with me Tried everything we could, nothin' worked, couldn't get me in We went on so many tours high That chemistry we once had, did it all die? Something's changed, I just can't put my finger on And I'd be wrong to sing a song but let it linger on Just know I'd die for my brothers Take on the whole world, at least try for my brothers Just wanna know that that's reciprocated And if that ain't the case, nigga, say it These just words from the heart My life coach say I never finish what I start Work, school, and relationships become one But if I took all I could, how'd I leave it undone? I'm givin' all the love but not receivin' any But then they mad I'm all for self and I don't bleed for many Shit, I done made a couple of you bitches Just by tellin' folk, I was a couple with you bitches Befuddled and so now I don't want trouble with you bitches Had I used my better judgment, I'd have muzzled all you bitches I gave out careers, fixed your fashion Did the shit so much you would think I got it patented So many love to mention me Judged but can't sentence me Real nigga never cared Worth a couple mil' and started from an idea Keep it candid in the booth, never panic, I'm the truth God starin' down on me through a panoramic roof I copped to the murder, red-handed, ain't no proof Love's dead but you never understand it 'til it's you True colors never hide for long When tables turn, ain't gon' matter what side you on And for me, that's a reoccurring theme Love's dead, I'm just walkin' y'all through a murder scene, Joey [Chorus: Rafael Lavoz & Emanny, Joe Budden] When the love goes, the trust goes It's like you hit my heart with a snub nose I don't give a fuck though Where did the love go? (Guess it's all love lost) Been a hustle, a struggle Say the truth hurts and then cuts slow I don't give a fuck though Where did the love go? (Guess it's all love lost) [Guitar Solo: Jeremy Kolmin]