Tuesday Nights (Interlude)

Lyrics

(Intro: Keanu & Jason) K: Alright so, I'm on my way home & I'm having a conversation with Jason. I want the whole chat to quote & bank this voice message, cause he's about to say some shit that's gonna blow y'all fuckin' minds. I hope y'all ready, here we go J: Alright. We had a whole long conversation & it boils down to, if Jewlz gets signed, alright? Which it looks like it might happen because this nigga's blowing up. I'm getting baked outta my fuckin' mind with this nigga K: Ayeee! Please bank this voice message! (Verse) Hold the applause I'm only gettin' started, this is what they wanted But, how do we grasp it, mentally or with claws? I do it for a cause, I do it so whole heartedly Mmm, don't get distracted We tend to meet a lot of opposites & hurt ourselves with the attraction Come pass it to me, I look for compassion Wait.. I pray my legacy's equivalent to Michael Jackson's Wow, that's talkin' crazy ain't it? I'm only human thinkin' big with my brain, how could you blame it? I gotta leave to bring a chip home, I'm King James'in it Takin' it, raise the stakes with it, never fake with it Give you my all, use what you take from it I was so angry & raw, had too much hate within They hate to see you win, & you use it as motivation No explanation you don't care how you get there you just know the destination Wait.. No hesitation we make plays on the spot Hope you brought back up because I came with a lot Look how I— look how I play with the rock & look how easily the bottom can suddenly feel like at the top, damn it all Been had it & had it all, as focused as aderall Worried bout it? Not at all, thinkin' bout it? how could I not? I think the madness is startin' to clear.. why? Cause I can tell, they're all startin' to hear I recognize what I need from all of my peers That it's because of happiness we ever shed a tear I sat with fear & lack of confidence, I was wasting my time But nonetheless now I'm here, & I just came for what's mine I came for checks for my family & be on the top 5 Respect the legends before me, just know I'm prayin' for mine Hope I pay homage to every legacy made before mine Although some time was taken, I know I was taking my time How could you judge me I may stand battered & bruised but you'll never budge me I focus all of my love on people who love me Rather focus all my energy on people that hug me I know it's simple just to ask for that, I thought the same Rolled all of my thoughts & I sent it on a plane Lit all of my thoughts till my name was up in flames I gotta shoot my shot but I got Steph Curry aim Look how I flip these words, thousands of hours trained I stay in my cloud inside my kingdom that I reign No you don't have to feel me you just have to feel my pain Don't matter where you fit in, specially when you're insane Shit goes on in my brain, got harder to explain & it can't be depression that demon part of me was slain I used to link my problems & carry it like a chain All the time I was waiting for someone saving me because I wasn't brave for me & I want her to crave for me, behave for me & if I fall in love I pray it ain't too late for me Ya hate to see excuses just to settle You wanted something special I'm a spectacle, deceptive to skepticals A mixture of chemicals bubblin' bout to blow up & I'm sick to my stomach with lyrics I'm about to throw up A grown man who ain't know how to grow up Destined for greatness? Ha, sho' nuff, I know they know us I think a lot about my aunt Don't really talk about it I hope she smilin' But I keep walkin' round it I took for granted the time she was here Now, I think about the times she was near Would used to hear her laughing right across the house Don't even know what's funny but she's laughin' loud Sometimes I smoke to maybe one day meet her in the clouds Sit down, & tell her that I am so grateful as I hand her a crown I know I'm blessed but I stress a lot But I know I got this S on my chest, look how I'm dressed Look at the mess that I left behind I gotta clean it up Anything's possible as long as I can dream it up Yeah.. (Outro: Van) By the age 32, I'ma be a, a doctor. I'ma get paid like 200-thou, a year. I have no problem paying more taxes, so that other people who are less fortunate, & don't have the opportunities that I was given, by illegal immigrants, to, to have a better life. As long as they have ambition & progress. But I can't, I can't force everybody to do so, but I have no problem giving a little bit more to the people who can