Nothing Left At All

Lyrics

[Chorus] Stayed up late, patiently waitin' Wishin' you could call Dreamin' of memories lost in time Knowin' they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly, the harder you fall 'Til there's nothin' left at all [Verse 1] Four in the mornin', I cannot sleep I am depressed, sittin' up in my bed My demons are roarin', they're botherin' me I'm sittin' here with a gun to my head Finger on trigger, what if I squeeze? Does that mean that my problems will leave? And get rid of what's botherin' me? Does that mean that I'm finally free? I think of my daughter, I think of my wife I think of my brothers, I think of my life Can't leave 'em with bad news My life is a crapshoot, I'm just shakin' the dice Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night) I could hear you say (I could hear you say) Son, just be strong (Son, just be strong) You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay) Tell the truth, I don't feel that way I still feel fucked up 'til this day Even when I'm high, I just sit and cry And I wonder why I still feel this pain I wish Heaven wasn't so far away I wish I could visit just for a day I still had so much left to say Bow our heads and let us pray [Chorus] Stayed up late, patiently waitin' Wishin' you could call Dreamin' of memories lost in time Knowin' they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly, the harder you fall 'Til there's nothin' left at all [Verse 2] I feel like my past will allow me to grow Feel like this liquor is drownin' my soul Why am I spiralin' out of control? I cannot get myself out of this hole I keep tryin', I keep crawlin' The sound of silence, I hear it callin' I was flyin', now I'm fallin' My health's declinin', I'm an alcoholic There's no one else, it's just myself Alone in thought, I stand and dwell I'm the go-to guy, so who do I Go to when I, need some help? No one gives a fuck about me, I'm on my own If misery loves company then why am I alone? I pour another drink just to get in my zone I swear that I'ma change, but I know that I won't Let me face the facts (Face the facts) Wish I could take it back (Take it back) Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black) Wish I could change the past (Wish I could change the past) But in my mind, I wish that I could rewind Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time But I can't [Chorus] Stayed up late, patiently waitin' Wishin' you could call Dreamin' of memories lost in time Knowin' they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly, the harder you fall 'Til there's nothin' left at all