Blood Soaked

Lyrics

[HOOK] Blood soaked, hoping the dopamine's gonna hoist me Brush strokes, gliding in time with my inner voice, he's Blood soaked, ...martyr with the gun close.. [VERSE 1] Go ahead, be conceited, leave me tryna breathe while dry heaving Retreat from this deep bond, & he creeps til the peak of dawn, sleep walkin, talkin to demons, tryna decease me, but I'm disease-free even though she deceived me at least she, didn't Take away my bitter innocence, make a fake name & relocate to Weatherford, USA, try to recreate me, cremate the husk I lived in, for me dealing with women's as tough as you tryna get em But since I tend to miss the little stuff, and hardly live up to the bar set by a harlot, it's tense right in the middle, stuck She ain't no bad woman who sinned in lust, I'm just making shit up cuz hurt feelings, feed the fire in my heart & gut & startin up the car with all my stuff, knowing the jig was up Was like finding the diamonds inside her eyes and then dying silently, ....I guess I wasn't up to snuff.. man, shit.. [HOOK] Blood soaked, hoping the dopamine's gonna hoist me Brush strokes, gliding in time with my inner voice, he's Blood soaked, cold as the shoulder bones of a primadonna Be somebody else now that it's all in pieces, martyr, he's Blood soaked, hoping the dopamine's gonna hoist me Brush strokes, gliding in time with my inner voice, he's Blood soaked Martyr with the gun close.. [VERSE 2] Barter with a minister, so I can part with sinister thoughts, give me a minute to talk, God isn't stopping the ache, 88 days later I came awake, gave the leaf a try, yeah it always seemed to make my life go and flow in the right direction, make sure you go with honor though.. The flood flows But even so, the sun rose (x2)