Intrusive Thoughts

Lyrics

[Verse] Thought about saying I'm sorry Thought about saying something sweet Thought about saying nothing at all Cover up the hole I punched in the wall Thought about saying I miss you Thought about saying I love you Thought about saying I miss you Thought about, thought about, thought about You, you, you And your perfect way of treating me And your perfect face just the way that I imagined it to be When I was a kid And I imagined a wedding Yes, I did I imagined a girl who looked just like you Standing across from little me Yes, me me, stupid me, little fucked up me With my flawed personality With my demons that make little me Unready for you Unsteadied the truth I like to think I'm working toward Being good for you [Chorus] Intrusive thoughts Find me when I'm alone Intrusive thoughts Now you've changed Now I am numb Intrusive thoughts Wherever I go they follow [Verse] And I thought about me I thought about me I know that that's surprising I'm never selfishly thinking about me But sometimes, oh, I have to To see what I put you through But I can't too long Not when I'm alone Hard to think about easy to talk about (Isn't it, isn't it?) Hard to think about easy to talk about (Isn't it, Isn't it?) Hard to think about me Hard to think about me [Verse] But that's not about you And I'm here to talk about you And the feelings I get when I think about you And the headache I get when I think about you And how I'm unfit to think about you The things I'd commit thinkin' about you [Chorus] Intrusive thoughts Find me when I'm alone Intrusive thoughts Now you've changed Now I am numb Intrusive thought Wherever I go they follow [Bridge] Walk through my door And get in my bed That's all that I need And I'll keep you in my head Tear down my walls Convince me I'm a liar And when we're finally done I'll set my thoughts on fire Walk through my door And get in my bed That's all that I need And I'll keep you in my head Tear down my walls Convince me I'm a liar And when we're finally done I'll set my thoughts on fire Walk through my door And get in my bed That's all that I need And I'll keep you in my head Tear down my walls Convince me I'm a liar And when we're finally done I'll set my thoughts on fire [Outro] At the end of the day It doesn't matter what I think It matters what I do And there are things I cannot do Like say goodbye to you So I'll give you a piece of my brain for a time And hope that when tomorrow comes I'll be able to say goodbye