All Grown Up

Lyrics

[NADIA, spoken] I can't believe you missed rehearsal again. You know, it isn't all about you! It affects the rest of us, what you do. My brother break your heart? Poor Ivy, wanting the one thing she can't have. It's not easy being easy, huh? [IVY, spoken] I'm not easy [NADIA, spoken] That's not the word at Fairview's faculty lounge. Mr. Blake might disagree. Oh, but you didn't sleep with him, right [IVY, spoken] I am so tired of... I'm tired... I slept with him. Happy? Go tell everyone [IVY] He was young, my history teacher It was love, or so I thought But love's a pretty fickle creature That's a lesson I was taught I pretended I adjusted As the silence ate away I told a girl I thought I trusted She didn't even wait a day Stories grew, I quickly realized I had made a huge mistake I moved here and made another Now each night I lie awake Big missteps, it just takes one To twist your world beyond repair Options dwindle down to none He couldn't wait I didn't care Hide your heart before its broken Fragile as a paper cup Now I'm the word the can't be spoken Won't you find I'm all grown up [NADIA, spoken] What do you mean? [IVY, spoken] I'm pregnant [NADIA, spoken] Oh [IVY, spoken] I was gonna tell Jason, but then he broke up with me [NADIA, spoken] Tell Jason what? What? [IVY] Every thought of mad intrusion Left to question endlessly Like somewhere in this sad confusion Can I see you helping me This was not supposed to happen Not today and not to me I have plans, I'm not the girl I somehow have to make him see Hide your heart before it's broken Fragile as a paper cup Words of warning went unspoken Look at me, I'm all grown up Look at me I'm all grown up Little lies and big decisions Who to tell and where to go Follow someone else's vision Or trust my own? 'Cause I don't know What am I supposed to do now? He won't even talk to me I thought maybe he could love me But if I can't then why should he? If I can't then why should he? Hide your heart before its broken Fragile as a paper cup Left alone with arms wide open Look at me, I'm all grown up Story ends in total damage It's an unforgiving world Left to cope, how will I manage? How can I? I'm just a girl