The Astigmatic

Lyrics

Last night I dreamed of her again She was no different from the light in the refrigerator Because nobody thought about her when the door was shut There are numerous contradictions about the way she handled things Sometimes she screamed so hard that her knees gave way Even then no matter how far she went she could never leave herself In my dreams shе made rituals to keep herself going Enduring against thе invisible curtain At her reflection in the mirror she wondered Nothing will undo the damage she thought Nothing and no one will take this pain away In my dreams the world became heavy And she went inside and sat in the dark for hours Nothing helped She was the open book in a language she can not comprehend Her chest filled itself with lead In the dark her tear were black In the silence she is sure that the world has left her behind Gone somewhere without her She was no different from the light in the refrigerator And only there deep inside the darkness when the voices are distant and immaterial The sun comes out