Contingency Song (Album Version)

Lyrics

I moved away And slept with a rotten taste He lied when he said I was worth it All I'm afraid I only changed myself Because you're not into the original And if I saw what he sees No lover of mine cuts deep into a clean face Now, he's just like me Delusional I said I'm not in love I said I'm not in love I said I'm not in love Please don't hurt me Please don't hurt me Please don't hurt me Do you feel young again when you're on top of me? I can't be taken if I give it away I chop myself up and shut myself out Until my body shuts itself down I pour the boiling water on my hand I still feel enough to touch myself And even then, I don't feel like doing it anymore I shoved enough food in my mouth And I can mutter out the words I don't think I can do it anymore