Special Days

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's a special day today I'm setting time aside to pray That maybe things might change a bit this year But I'm a fool for having dreams Or at least that's what it seems Since I'm on the outside looking in at you I wonder why I never got that lovin' for myself Is it because I made you mad or brought you down? I don't know why I've never had that lovin' for myself I'm just a mess sometimes, I'm sorry if I've ever let you down [Pre-Chorus] Oh, I can see Why I may feel so lonely I'm trying to make do without you [Chorus] Spending special days alone Wishing you were here We're all just spending special days alone And I am praying for the day When I can look to you and say "My love, I am so glad to be with you" [Verse 2] It's another special day And yet again alone I stay It seems my luck is always running out But maybe I deserve this mess God knows I am not the best Yeah, I'm slowly losing my own peace of mind I wonder why I never got that lovin' for myself Is it because I'm always insecure and sad? I don't know why I've never had that lovin' for myself I'm just a lonely little mess and maybe I just bring you down [Pre-Chorus] It can't be true That I'm not good enough for you I think I'm way too hard on myself [Chorus] Spending special days alone Wishing you were here We're all just spending special days alone And I am praying for the day When I can confidently say I'm deeply, endlessly in love with you And I have fallen to my knees To beg myself, to air my pleas I won't let loneliness destroy me! [Pre-Chorus] I'm a mess My seams are bursting, I confess But maybe I could spend the day with you? [Chorus] Spending special days alone Wishing you were here We're all just spending special days alone But now it all seems clear I'll never spend another day alone! And I am praying for the day That I don't have to hide away And I can live my life next to you And I am praying for the day When I can look to you and say "My love, I am so glad to be with you"