Natural at Disaster

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's hard to love you when you hate yourself Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health Tryna fix you made me break myself It's like I'm a moth to the toxicity You reeled me in, I'm addicted to narcissistic qualities But now your ignorance kinda scares me (Someone's gotta say it) [Chorus] 'Cause you were all snakes, no ladders You're happiest when you make me sadder Tried to help you, but it didn't matter You're a natural at disaster Tryna build a bridgе outta matches But then you breathе out and fire catches Everything you touch turns to ashes You're a natural at disaster [Verse 2] Wreakin' havoc, everything you do is problematic (Problematic) Never getting better when you're stuck in your ways forever (Ways forever) So here's a medal, you fooled me into thinking I was special (Ah) Can't get through to you unless I go down to your level (To your level) So, on a level, I'm pretty sure that you're the devil [Chorus] 'Cause you were all snakes, no ladders You're happiest when you make me sadder Tried to help you, but it didn't matter You're a natural at disaster Tryna build a bridge outta matches (Oh) But then you breathe out and fire catches (Yeah) Everything you touch turns to ashes [Bridge] Well done, you, for rainin' on every parade till it turns black and blue (Black and blue) It's just what you do (You're a natural at disaster) And well done, me, for lettin' you step over every single boundary (Hey) Does that make me weak? (Does that make me weak? Yeah) [Outro] It's hard to love you when you hate yourself Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health