Why Me? (Angel Dust)

Lyrics

[Intro] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [Verse 1] Tryna be good to you while I'm maskin' my true emotions under a mask But maybe I'm stuck in the past Fill me with your poison then feed me lies Look me in my eyes And tell me I'm not good enough, look in my eyes! Fuck this, Val, say your goodbyes 'Cause I quit, I'm walking out Fuck this life, you don't like it, call me out But never call my phone again I won't speak to you ever again I'm glad they took me in when I needed it most Charlie, she does the most And she's the greatest host She doesn't boast Unlike you, you know you could never care And Val, you couldn't bare That I'm better, you beat me, and it's not fair I can't say or do anything back, I freak out and start gasping for air My heart is what you tear You didn't care about me, just beat me Told me I could never be But here I am, at the top, but it doesn't feel right When you beat me, I have a look of fright This ain't a fair fight [Chorus] I just wanna know why? Every night I cry, I just wanna die Over again For that, I will bend Over backwards, just to OD again But I still wanna know Why? Why? Why me? [Refrain] Oh, oh Oh, oh [Verse 2] Working so hard every night, wanna make things right But I can't, he won't listen to a word I say I have to do things a certain way, I must obey His every order, but they all look at me when he makes me stay I try not to disobey But it's hard, I lash out, but I got clout I'm all they talk 'bout, I want it to drown and drought I wanna leave this, life really hasn't been a bliss I just want a kiss But a really one, not a fake one, I wanna be done I don't wanna be the hottest thing under the sun But he says "Do it for my fun!" But it's more for his fund Fuck this shit, when I do something wrong, I just get hit My throat, I wanna slit Open, I'm just hopin' That someone will rope in And save me from this industry But I'll never be [Chorus] I just wanna know why? Every night I cry, I just wanna die Over again For that, I will bend Over backwards, just to OD again But I still wanna know Why? Why? Why me?