Smile (Raphtalia)

Lyrics

[Intro] I've gotta smile, gotta smile, even though times are tough Please no more pain, I've gone through enough [Whispered] Haven't I been through enough? HAVEN'T I BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH! [Chorus] I need to smile, even though the times are tough I made a promise to my family to smile when the times get rough! I look up and ask God, "Haven't I've been through enough?" It's been a while Since I've been happy, pain has turned up like a dial But even though that's true, I've just gotta smilе [Verse] Yeah, I've gotta smile, smilе through my pain Smile even when I'm not feeling okay Even when I'm going insane Even though I lost Rifana and the others important to me, I've gotta smile, but it's confusin' my brain I've lost too many people, but I'm glad I've got a team And they help me when I'm down in my lowest points And I think they're really the only ones who have seen All the pain I feel, but I really feel as if I annoy Them with it, the tears, the nightmares I have are all so real But c'mon god, what is the deal? With you? My life filled with pain and sorrow And when it came to me, everyone would just borrow And use me as a slave, treated me like I was nothing, do somethin' wrong and put through pain All of this shit really makin' me go insane And I've always been beaten and bruised It's the life of a Demi-Human, sometimes, we were left without any food It sucked, even with Naofumi, I feel worthless Have always felt like that since the death of my parents Ever since that day, I've lost all of my purpose And it seems to be apparent That I'm not meant to be happy in life I'm sick of all this fuckin' strife I just want to feel joy I don't want to feel like I'm just a toy I've lost way too much to be used By these horrible people Can't lose Naofumi or Filo, so for them, I get all bruised I'm sick of these people usin' me, so I'm breakin' free from my chains, but me and my kind are seen as abnormal people It's crazy, but I've gotta push through all of it But I'm filled with anxiety that I can never admit! But it's taken a bit Of a toll on my soul, but I need to reach my goal, and I'm really tired of it SO I'MMA PUSH THROUGH, SO! [Chorus] I need to smile, even though the times are tough I made a promise to my family to smile when the times get rough! I look up and ask God, "Haven't I've been through enough?" It's been a while Since I've been happy, pain has turned up like a dial But even though that's true, I've just gotta smile (I'M TELLIN' YOU!) I need to smile, even though the times are tough I made a promise to my family to smile when the times get rough! I look up and ask God, "Haven't I've been through enough?" It's been a while Since I've been happy, pain has turned up like a dial But even though that's true, I've just gotta smile [Outro] I can't keep doing this to myself Please don't put me through Hell I'm sorry, Rifana, that I couldn't save you, I know that me leaving must've tough And now I'm asking myself, "Have I been put through enough?" I'm so stupid, I'm so worthless I feel like I'm a horrible person 'Cause I couldn't save you, I lost my purpose But I really just wanna know if this is all worth it [Sighs] Rifana, just know that I'm sorry...