Fuck Life

Lyrics

[Intro: J@c0b & YaBoiWolf] Oh, oh, oh (Yeah) Life really hasn't been easy I've been all alone, I thought she would be pretty dreamy Now your name no longer a part of my phone, but part of my soul You're all I've been dreaming, don't wanna be dreaming I'm all on my own, the reaper has shown What the Devil can throw, beat you down to the bone I've reaped what I've sown [Verse 1: YaBoiWolf] But I'm still feeling pain, been trying to get through it This is all that remains 'cause I've only been human It was never the same, I still tried to pursue it I tried to maintain, but instead, I just blew it And I'm asking myself would I do it again, just to go lose it? My brain don't believe, don't think I could prove it Now I just grieve, but my mental, I wanna improve it I've been living inside of a nightmare I lost everything when it was right there I know the world never fights fair Livin' in despair, there's things I'll never repair But if we being honest who really cares? I'm told to move on, like no shit i'm aware There's always so much just to bear cause Bro that shits easier said than done I thought that you were the one Got all of your words replaying out loud That shit really broke me a ton It'll never stop if I keep feeling like a burden I'll hide away the entire day That's something I've known for certain, like I thought that by now it would be getting better Memories drown man it's hard to forget her All that we had; I was thinkin' forever It wasn't near perfect but leave? I could never Now I'm over here poppin' pills, but it's not for the thrill Just to numb the pain, hat shit it could kill But maybe I want it to kill 'cause [Chorus: YaBoiWolf, YaBoiWolf & J@c0b J@c0b] Fuck life! (life), been holdin back tears I'm throwin back beers I'm tryna feel alright! (Alright) Just wanna disappear, anywhere but here 'Cause [Verse 2: J@c0b] I don't wanna be alone, but stop callin' my phone You time takin' whore, I don't want you no more Been slicing my wrists, for me, only pain exists I have so many lists, and they all consist Of my name, 'cause God inists That I die for her, like, what for? 'Cause it's fucking not me and her I just thought that we were Forever, but I guess not, it was all just in my thoughts Should I be happy for what she got? But now all in my head is a lot For me to handle, so now I'll take a shot Right to the head, I'll end up dead Right on my deathbed, only thing on the floor is red It's my blood, like a flood Tryna make it out the mud, now my time has come Say goodbye, man, fuck this life