Lyrics

So burnt out they call me ash Pokemon has become trash Baby wants to touch my ass But I don't really fuck with that So now she's touching other dudes It's ok I said it's cool As long as there's clear communication and I can do it too Healthy how we talk like that Unhealthy how I am sad I'm new to this whole feelings shit Every day I feel like shit Every day I feel like shit Every day I feel like shit Every day I'm feeling bad I don't really fuck with that I don't feel like myself I forgot who I am I feel trapped in college Soberness made me spiral Relearning personality A process being done by me Rеlearning motivation I need to be patient With mysеlf cause I need time To take my brain and solderize The broken pathways I had fried From all the shit I tried to hide Relearning how to act like me So I can be publicly seen Relearning conversation It's hard to know acquaintances Cause my memory is ass Social presence is a fad You thought I was pretty rad Your face I can't remember that (oop) Work my ass off every day Party hard like every night Party hard like every day Crashed in my clothes with the light on Every day is just a bygone Where has all my fucking time gone? Popcorn stares till I meet my dawn Horizontal life is no fun ZZZ I get no sleep In my knees I'm feeling week ZZZ when I'm awake I feel like ima fucking break ZZZ on BBP All you fuckers sleep on me All you want's my fucking D I have personality I am a real human I have conscious thoughts like I will break this cycle Live my life how I want Album done another on the way Burnt out no more I'm feeling great I wrote this song to share my pain Get nasty thoughts out of my brain Get 'em on the pad I rap with rage When I wrote this sad I felt insane When I thought I's mad I froze in place But I thawed out a better Jake Upgraded thoughts updated swag Upgraded art update my rap Upgraded feelings now no cap I'm crying watching anime Crying watching Cobra Kai I empathically realize That I'm no longer crying inside So burnt out they call me ash Pokemon has become trash Baby wants to touch my ass But I don't really fuck with that So now she's touching other dudes It's ok I said it's cool As long as there's clear communication and I can do it too