Lyrics

I ditched all my real friends for fake friends who had drugs And now I'm lonely broke and sad but I'm high as a bum Straight addicted to the shit that makes them horses go numb Escape reality with this tab on my tongue Who needs any friends when I can talk to my demons? And the Ambien walrus likes to chat when I'm sleeping I got work tomorrow morning it's a t-Tuesday evening Wait I don't got a job, man I'm freaking tweaking I didn't have no cash so I roamed the streets and begged And when that shit didn't work jumped in a whip and then I fled Got these pigs up on my ass I put some lead up in they head And I makе off with a band I spent it all on crystal meds Big Pharma got me hookеd on them opioids, fuck! No one knows the pain that I'm coping with, ugh! Permafried brain serotonin burnt up! Why won't anybody make me fucking shape up? Cause I ditched all my real friends for fake friends who had drugs And now I'm lonely broke and sad but I'm high as a bum I can't re-m-member when this life stopped being fun Drugs used to make me happy now all I feel is numb Needles in my veins make endorphins in my brain Endorphins in my brain make me forget 'bout my pain When I forget bout my pain it makes me wanna shoot again Repeat needles in my brain make me turn myself insane! I lace my shit on purpose because I wanna fucking die! And I need that fentanyl to even start to feel the high! Trippin on Dartura my reality is a lie I got toadstool in my butthole and acid in my eye Disassociate from my soul my conscious in the sky Fucking wake up with a cut throat cuddling a sweaty guy See me you know there's trouble, I'm chaos and demise And I lace my shit for what though? I want to fucking die! Mix the alcohol and Xanax and the Percocets and speed And I'm candy flipping panic when I forget how to breathe Bloke I'm choking when I'm tokeing on the PCP and weed Often can be flipping manic why will no one help me? Because I ditched all my real friends for fake friends who had drugs And now I'm lonely broke and sad but I'm high as a bum Giving backstreet blowjobs just to get myself a bump My life fucking sucks. I'm done