Lyrics

I brought this something for you from home Huh? John? Yeah, huh? I brought you your hat Yeah, my hat, can I see it? It's right here (yeah) That's it, I didn't have, things were too quick I couldn't, I couldn't grab it When the doctor came, thank you But I'm okay, I'm doing fine There's a, a cute nurse brings me cookies From the cafeteria I can't, I can't eat them Well, for one, I like to keep my girlish figure, you know But it's nice to have them This place is I don't really, I don't really have nice colors in here Everything's beige, whitе Not really white, kinda, kind of gray Kind of a, you know, like a A day you don't want to gеt out of bed 'Cause you, you look out of the window and it's It's just gray, it's not raining, but you know it's cold You don't have to stay here, I can take you home No, I, I don't want, I don't want this to I don't want this to take the whole day out I'll just stay here, it's fine, I've got They didn't want me to wear pants most of the time Well that explains the cookie Yeah I got, I got something to tell you, so It's taking me a while to figure this one out Well I'd figure it out but I haven't really I haven't really said it Out loud but Maybe it's like I'm superstitious or something I'm, I'm dying I know I don't want to I don't want to scare you I guess it's kinda silly you're here But I wanted to tell you myself I didn't want, I didn't want it to happen and you'd be surprised I guess that sounds kind of dumb It's gonna be okay I know, I got cookies, I got cute nurses here I'm going to be fine, I'm going to be fine I got the easy part I got the easy part I don't have to be strong about this I don't have to be strong Never have to be, not with you You never give yourself any credit It's been a long time Breaking myself in the head, letting people bleed me out I guess I guess I'm running out of blood I guess I'm running out of things now I never thought I would Have somebody at this point I thought I would be lights out You know, just fade away Camera just backing up You won't be alone I know, I know Maybe I should put some color in this place Sometimes I can't I can't look over at the window All I got is a wall to look at No breakups for a while And I wonder if that wall is the last thing Last thing I'm gonna see No My timings different But I'd I'd go out cool, all young, right? Looking pretty Can you do me a favor, okay? Promise me something? Anything you want Maybe don't remember this part of things Maybe remember That time when you were all upset at me and I was giving you some sass and Starting thinking about what I'm looking forward to doing Think of that Not this, okay? Don't think for a minute that this isn't any More or less dear to me than every minute I've spent with you I'm not sure what I did to deserve this, deserve you You loved me, that's all you needed to do I guess I cut my time short I guess I didn't really value anything Except you I'm here, I'm here I have a kiss? I consume time I consume time