​desensitized.

Lyrics

[Chorus] I just burnt my hand on the stovetop tryna feel pain (Pain) Desensitized to negative emotion, I think I might go insane ('Sane) Band-Aid on my fingertip reminding me of all of my old mistakes ('Stakes) Fucked up in my friend's car, I got vomit on my chain (Chain) [Verse] Fucked up in my friend's car, throwin' up (Yah) Grab a glass of Henny, pour a shot, then throw it up I can't focus, I got butterflies, they flyin' in my guts I'm desensitized to harmin' myself Think that I might (Cut, ow) Lighter to my skin until it blisters from the heat I'm removing all my socials from my phone, I just delete And my mama is so worried she the reason I ain't sleep Making sure I feel okay, like, every day, and every week [Pre-Chorus] I'm sorry, mama, I hurt myself again I'm sorry, mama, I burnt myself 'cause self-inflicted traumas Old habits comin' back, unlike my father No, he don't want us I'm sorry, mama, I hurt myself again I'm sorry, mama, I burnt myself 'cause self-inflicted traumas Old habits comin' back, unlike my father No, he don't want us [Chorus] I just burnt my hand on the stovetop tryna feel pain (Pain) Desensitized to negative emotion, I think I might go insane ('Sane) Band-Aid on my fingertip reminding me of all of my old mistakes ('Stakes) Fucked up in my friend's car, I got vomit on my chain (Chain)