Build a Bridge and Jump Off It

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Lonely and restless on the coldest of nights With these thoughts on my mind that keep pulling me down I'm only fooling everyone else So that everyone else Turns their back, turns their back on me So let go all these feelings that I'm keeping inside Hold on cause I'm feeling like I'm buried alive Lay back as this pain takes over me Broke down 'cause my head is spinning outta control 19 years, and I got nothing to show We're only getting older now [Chorus] This pain seems forgotten But inside I'm rotting I'm rotting Thinking of all this time left to waste then die The only thing I know for sure, is I don't care anymore [Verse 2] And when I'm gone Well I hope you have the strength to move on Angry, but I'm told to not complain Recluse, but I'm better off this way This is not what I want, but I'll just bite my tongue Now I'm hungry (Hungry) But I'm too tired to eat Tired (Tired) But I'm too hungry to sleep We're only getting older now! [Chorus] This pain seems forgotten But inside I'm rotting I'm rotting Thinking of all this time left to waste then die The only thing I know for sure is I don't care anymore [Bridge] And it hurts Save me 'cause I'm drowning (Give me more time!) I can't keep on counting Feels like I'm blinded now as they shut me out But I'm trying to see (Give me a sign) Please make this stop Oh! [Instrumental Bridge] [Chorus] This pain seems forgotten But inside I'm rotting I'm rotting Thinking of all this time left to waste then die I'm not going to know what I'm doing here What I'm doing here So why can't you give me a sign? [Outro] (Give me a sign) (Give me a sign) (Give me a sign) (Give me a sign) And as I drown now Swimming in an ocean of fear My last regret is Never knowing why I'm here (Why I'm here)