Abuse of SID

Lyrics

[Verse 1] You want him, you need him, it's so hard to please him You just don't dare And inside, you're burning with some secret yearnings You must not care Still, won't you help me? I'm flawed, desperate, angry with God 'Cause he just won't care Oh excuse me, you're mourning, how calloused and boring I brush your hair And see your face Empty smile I touch that place And all the while [Verse 2] You know it won't stop So, you make an excuse to confuse the issue (Using you) What makes you think that I'll care about you? (Losing you) When you lay on the ground 'til he tells you he's through (Through with you) And he'll do what he'll do when he'll do it to you [Chorus] And all the while He's been using you Yes, all the while He's abusing you [Verse 3] So, it finally dawned on me yesterday morning I just can't stare And swallow the words that your hero's perverted On what we share I'll kill him, I'll beat him, the cycle's repeating I hold thin arrogance Still, won't you hold him and trust him? You love him so much and he still won't care To see your face with an empty smile 'Cause I touched that place on you And all the while [Bridge] She says "It's so good when it's so good If this is so good, then it's no good!" If this is so good, everybody's so good Everybody's so good when you're no good [Chorus] And all the while He's been using you Yes, all the while He's abusing you [Verse 4] With your naked excuse, you confuse your misuse What makes you think I should care what he'll do? If you lay on the ground 'til he tells you he's through And he makes up your mind that that's what you should do [Chorus] 'Cause all the while You've been using you Yes, all the while You're abusing you [Outro] He hurts you, mistreats you, your own mind misleads you You just won't care When holes in your face can't be covered with makeup You'll still stay there