Normal

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's taken two different therapists To tell me what to do to help me wrestle with The bar I set for love and what I do with it I want it so bad, but I'm bad at it Used to love a Friday night in Malibu And now I never go because I think of you Never meant to ruin it but you always do I can't get away, get away from you [Pre-Chorus] Oh, and somewhere There's a balance in self-care And wanting someone to be there Is it normal to be scared? [Chorus] 'Cause I should hate you Probably do, but I don't want to All I do is forgive you Is it normal that I do? Evеryone I love is worried All you'vе ever done is hurt me And it hurts me to love you Is it normal that I do? (Do, do, do, do) [Verse 2] Gotten so good at recovery Reading all the books and doin' everything Even give advice like I know anything But I'm so afraid to heal that it's breaking me [Pre-Chorus] Oh, and somewhere (Somewhere) There's a balance in self-care (Self-care) And wanting someone to be there (There) Is it normal to be scared? [Chorus] 'Cause I should hate you Probably do, but I don't want to All I do is forgive you Is it normal that I do? Everyone I love is worried All you've ever done is hurt me And it hurts me to love you Is it normal that I do? [Post-Chorus] (Nah-nah-nah, normal) (Tell me I'm normal) (I know I'm normal) (So tell me I'm normal) [Bridge] Is it normal to lie to all my friends every night? Is it normal to try to tell myself I'm alright? Is it normal to say that I still want you that way? And is it normal to stay in case you come back some day? [Chorus] I should hate you Probably do, but I don't want to All I do is forgive you Is it normal that I do? Everyone I love is worried All you've ever done is hurt me And it hurts me to love you Is it normal that I do? [Post-Chorus] (Nah-nah-nah, normal) (Tell me I'm normal) (I know I'm normal) (So tell me I'm normal) (Nah-nah-nah, normal) (Tell me that I'm normal) (I know I'm normal) (So tell me I'm normal)