Lyrics

Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it What am I doing right? Feels like everything is going wrong Im writing songs, tryna make a name in the game Where I clearly dont belong My will is strong my heart is too Got big dreams gotta make them come true But it gets tough when they say they believe in you Even know your rent is due I got some good friends and a great mind Who keep me striving to move on Up all night, writing this fucking songs And my bank account is all overdrawn And I hate my life Im so depressed Everybody telling me Im next But they dont see this fucking stress Im a fucking mess, so my chest I dont fuck with drugs I only see what they do And Ive lost way too many friends to blues And coke and pills, you know the drill But you can't live life like its Beverly Hills You gotta grow up, and its time for me to do that You dont gotta live with your head in the glass Just sniffing down Theres more to life, theres more than lights Theres more than blacked out and washed up nights Theres more than cars, theres more than clothes Look why gain the world if you loose your soul? You can't be someone, you can't live your dreams You dont wanna be a kardashian Fuck what you see on the TV screen Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it What am I doing wrong And feel nothing here is going right I can't sleep most nights Cause I dont really know what I want out of my life Im just backing up off a hunch Nobody told me I had a chance Tryna do this shit on my own And I be honest to feel I can cause I fail the school and Im on the road And I might drop out I want But why would I go through law school If making musics my fucking goal But mom says shes proud, and I hope she is Shes about to loose her house And that ain't the life she deserves to live Cause she gave me everything when she had none Shes got nothing but good days coming When Ill finally get something shell have it all Cause you dealt with my dad be dad who beat her ass Every time he touched alcohol She put up with too much rain forest Restraining orders and all Still madenever involved With a bum like him, or his scum ass friends Sosame addictions Sometimes it feels like it was all fiction But really its a crazy world we live in I dropped his last name as a kid, see I couldn't affiliate with someone so shady Who ain't even know how to care for his baby Oven how to treat his lady Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it Its not a story, not a song beat Dont go off like it supposed to be Nobody does it like they once said Its coming for you now youve lost it Forever ... life, a story for you and I