Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm afraid of dying I'm scared of fentanyl But give me two beers On any Friday night And I'll risk it all To afraid to open up Let her see who I am 'Cause if I was an honest man I'd tell her run away As quick as she can [Pre-Chorus] Maybe I'm like my father The one I'll never meet And it's not my fault 'Cause we don't decide Who we grow up to be [Chorus] On Fridays I'm fucked up Monday say I'm going clean Still doing these drugs That keep killing all my friends Like it can't happen to me [Verse 3] Mom's been married four times Maybe that's why I'm no good at love Tried it before But they always leavе Just as quick as they come Hope Christina's happy Shе got married, had kids And Bridget I still hate One day I won't feel that way 'Cause time it lets you forgive [Pre-Chorus] Maybe I'm like my father When it gets hard I run And it's all my fault 'Cause I don't deal with trauma 'Til the damage is done [Chorus] On Fridays I'm fucked up Monday say I'm going clean Still doing these drugs That keep killing all my friends Like it can't happen to me But I won't let it happen to me [Outro] I don't know my father Still pay for his sins Never been a perfect man But I'll be damned If I end up like him I don't know my father I'll be a good one someday Through all my mistakes I'm still the boy The boy Charlotte raised