porn and therapy

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been up all night And the clock is showin' 6 I found a girl that looks just like my therapist And it's been bad, but I swear, it can't get much worse than this But I feel less the more my lonely eyes stare at it The sympathy is paid for But how could I resist? Recently, she's the only one to make me feel I exist I hoped it would help me sleep but I just feel like a pig So I'll smoke myself into a coma and have an hour left to think [Instrumental Interlude] [Verse 2] For the last half-year, I've worn my body as a costume My life had grown so bleak, I was pretending to be alive And I could hеar my voice so clear, but I couldn't change thе words I was watching from the ceiling that I was numb to every feeling Take me somewhere else Where I'm not in charge Where I don't have to do it myself and I can just restart Think I should see a therapist so I don't hang from my neck As a girl on my phone looks just like my ex