Lyrics

I'm sorry I'm not a bucket of fucking rainbows all the time Sometimes I forget that you're fucking perfect Tired of these tired pleas that infiltrate my mind Tell me was it ever really worth it? Oh I thought about it once and I cried about it twice And I took one thousand vicodins and stayed awake all night And this desperation's clinging to me, ringing in my ear It's getting louder, but I don't wanna hear I don't wanna hear it I feel like I've been dead Lights on inside my head Been so fucked up for so long, but I don't think about it now Got a cloud over my head and it's closing in It tries to catch me, but I won't let it. God, I want a cigarette The war is over, nothings left. Oh god, I want a cigarette I want a fucking cigarette. I'll take a walk instead My life's a war against some little dudes inside my head