A Million Exploding Suns

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I've forgotten my name I'm sick and weak and fresh from sleep I crawl from a crooked bed with dirty feet and shaky hands The numbers on the clock read 11:04am I've got time to clean myself then sell my soul again When I sleep, I dream I dream I'm awake Or was it when I'm awake I dream I'm asleep? I work, I shit, I eat, I sleep I'm inspected by the number seven This can't be my life No, this isn't me [Verse 2] I don't know what's beset this change I barely recognize my own face In my mind, I know that something's not right But in my heart I'm bathed in the golden light I'm bathed in the golden light I'm bathed in the golden light [Verse 3] My eyelids still heavy, my pulse still faint I'm puzzle pieces, my memory's stained I feel strength swell, a day dream I'm shaking under this duality My pulse is still faint I hear a strange voice but don't know what it's saying [Verse 4] And in this moment Seconds stop and I burst with clarity A wealth of love and hate gone blank For I finally remember my fucking name I eat rocks and I breathe wind I've been around the world and back again I've lost the static, the gray is gone I have the power of a million exploding suns [Verse 5] I am consumed by my might Blinded in light as I would be in night The void is holding me tight It doesn't feel right When will I ever break free? Within or without, I'm chained by the dream The void is holding me tight It doesn't feel right When will I ever break free? Within or without, I'm chained by the dream The void and the light are both me It doesn't feel right [Verse 6] Bright lights flood my eyes It's true Now I realize the perilous truth of a perilous life By my own device The strength of my high is the strength of my low Unless there's no me They both They both explode!