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Lyrics

[Intro] Soldiers only die once, a coward dies a thousand deaths I get stabbed in my back a thousand times and still live All those toxic hate feelings I expressed All the pain I felt, our darkest secrets (SGT-HI-C) Your heart beating so fast, moaning so loud (Existence is meaningless to me unless I have you to share it with me) [Verse] Your heart beating so fast, moaning so loud Sex is like drugs, I don't wanna come down Baby, arch your back, I'm finna take you to pound town Then you get on top and you start slutting me out If I knew then evеrything I know now Wasn't about the sex, I just like having you around Thеn we did shrooms, that shit was so far out Can you just come through and just hang for a while? I was high as fuck just thinkin' 'bout how I would go on tour, wasn't even in your town But you still came through, must've drove like a hundred miles Just to see me play, but you brought me some loud Then you came backstage, I was like, "Oh, wow" Was the way you dressed, damn I love your style Let me take your waist, wrap my arms around Kissin' you on stage, we in front of the whole crowd Hopped off the plane, went straight to your house And you kissed my neck, and removed your blouse Then we fucked all night and you moaned so loud Music to my ears, damn, I love that sound I remember how I felt when I seen your smile It was so vibrant Got a better way to describe it It was like the first breath of a newborn child, or it's first steps Not gon' lie, I thought about you having my kid I get high, all these thoughts run through my head I be having flashbacks to the first time that we met First time that we kissed Or the first time that you that gave me head Or the first time you were laid in my bed Then we locked eyes when you laid on my chest, girl Pushed you away, I can't say that you left But I miss you so much, that's my biggest regret And you know the real me, that's what fucks with my head Not this rap image I portray for my fans I apologize for the things that I said Bitch I'd kill to take back all the things that I did Going back and forth arguing through texts I would lie to you about hoes I hit How could I forget, I got blackout drunk And embarrassed you in front of all of our friends? Soldiers only die once, a coward dies a thousand deaths I get stabbed in my back a thousand times and still live All those toxic hate feelings I expressed All the pain I felt, our darkest secrets Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh Use to date my mans And then you explained how the shit he did cause you so much pain Then I treated you the exact same way I hurt you so bad, and I'm so ashamed I didn't make this song to convince you to come and take me back There's no turning back (There's no turning back) But I'm missing you I miss you so bad When I think of you, I just get so sad [Outro] Ahh, ahh, ahh (Take my body, I'll give you all my powers) Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh (Why will you do this?) Ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh (I have loved you since the dawn of time) (Kaim, K-a-a-a-im)