what happy is

Lyrics

Sometimes I forget just where I would be If I never answered your call When you were looking for me I'd probably be fucked up somewhere In the back of the bar Fighting off strangers and looking for keys to my car I want to drive anywhere else I want to be anywhere else but here I'm looking comfort I'm looking for change I'm looking for anyone who could feel the same I take things for granted I take them too far I guess I'll never know who you really are And I'll never know what happy is Sometimes I forget how hard it can To have trust in anyone, hell to have trust in me This is the loneliest place that I've ever been But it's the only place that I'll ever learn to love again This isn't healing What is this feeling