Lyrics

I been thinkin' 'bout how I wanna die How I want to close my eyes How I wanna let my spirit fly How I want to say goodbye How to end so many tries And lift my soul up to the sky And surrender to the world on high As my body in the Earth could lie And I don't wanna die in an old folks home And I don't wanna die living all alone And I don't wanna die drinkin' in the chair And I don't wanna die before my underwear And I don't wanna die with a foot on my neck And I don't wanna die graspin' for a check And I don't wanna die due to gross neglect Been a hell of a ride with no regrets I walked I flew I rowed I sailed Lied I cried I tried I wailed Shoved I loved I creamed I screamed I roared I soared I scored I dreamed Closed I dozed I froze I posed And then I chose to fly and rose With wings and things, heard angels sing I ate with paupers, dined with kings How I wanna die Inevitable How I wanna die, yeah Inevitable I been thinkin' about the things I've done And all the pain and all the fun And all the nights and all the suns And all the riches, all the cum Every broken bone and every smile Chalked up to a wisdom mile Chalked up to a unique style Chalked up to no rank and file And I don't wanna die on perfect meat And I don't wanna die with velvet feet And I don't wanna die all warm and safe And I don't wanna die with a pristine grave Don't wanna die with the wish-I'd-dones And don't wanna die with the missed-out funs Might not die the most popular one Just might die number one unsung I bawled I called I drawled I stalled I flew I knew when duty called Malled I halled I stood appalled Unclothed I rose each time I fall Cried I died I fried I lied I'm bent I lent I'm malcontent I burned I learned I squirmed I churned I yearned to jerk all heaven sent How I wanna die Inevitable How I wanna die, yeah Inevitable I been thinkin' about my bucket list And all the things that I ain't missed All the times I met the fist And all the times that I got pissed All the gals I couldn't resist And saw the souls that did exist And how I wanna die, well catch my gist I insist and I persist I wanna die screamin' three two power Wanna know love till the final hour I wanna die singin' one last song I wanna die rightin' one last wrong I wanna die when my soul is fulfilled I wanna die when my hatred's killed I wanna die when my chord is pure I wanna die when I find the cure I fought I sought I couldn't be bought They fought they taught it came to naught Wrung I flung I stung I hung I almost fell prey to the liar's gun Thanked I pranked I cranked I sank I dug their sluts so I did spank Obscene I screamed I cleaned I mean My self esteem beam when I dream How I wanna die Inevitable How I wanna die, yeah Inevitable Wanna die leaving no stone unturned No mistake unlearned Takin' every chance Doin' every dance And knowin' deep inside I enjoyed that ride