Lately

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I try to run away from these empty feelings Cause self loathing is under my skin again Some days it feels like I have no meaning Cause it's 3 am and I'm still wide awake [Chorus] Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down My conscience is killing me but I won't make a sound Maybe I'm Just a little blind Just a little high It feels better when I close my eyes Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down [Verse 2] Self doubt is hard to forget When I'm losing my friends Cause I don't see the world like them And I don't want to admit That I'm losing my grip on life Cause I'm still awake I'm just a little bit jadеd [Chorus] Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down My consciencе is killing me but I won't make a sound Maybe I'm Just a little blind Just a little high It feels better when I close my eyes Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down That I might let you down Yeah, yeah [Bridge] I feel like I'm a loser Like I don't deserve you Rewriting my thoughts They're a suicidal haiku Push you all away when you try to get closer Buried half my family and finally got closure Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah Uh huh [Chorus] La la la lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down Yeah yeah, yeah yeah La la la lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down Yeah yeah Fuck Yeah yeah La la la