Remember the First Time (Star Shopping)

Lyrics

Yeah, a couple things I've gotta say I wouldn't have done it any other way And there's a bitter taste when you say my name But I never, ever meant to cause you pain And I know you see me killing stage And you're probably rooting me from far away Everything gone but the aftertaste And it's the real me, I put the mask away Indirect tweets after drunken nights That I delete in the morning 'cause you know I'm right And pardon me for scrolling through your 'Gram 'Cause I never found a girl that really understands I'm running through girls or hit a glass ceiling I'm drinking every night, you wouldn't know the feeling Different girls coming every other evening And when it became normal, it weren't so appealing My steeze still through the roof All-black clothes just to match the mood And this music life is overdue But I never cared when I was there with you Changed up for who? I don't know no different Close friends know I've been so distant I can't say that I truly miss them When they left me out, I never played the victim Takeaways and alcohol every night And now that we're apart, we live a better life So maybe, then, we're good apart But you the one who stole my heart Everything I earned, I was asking for I never took you out, so we argued more I was too depressed to even leave the house So we only chilled if you was coming round Plenty time has passed and I've been slowly healing My Instagram page has been so deceiving People saying "Grim, you've made it" Never knew I'd rather swap places I've got a son who thinks the world of me His mum won't let me see him and it's burning me Mother in the sky, looking down on me Who would make my world if she was proud of me Blocked account so we don't speak But we indirect over liked tweets Surrounded by girls who never, ever like me Who see I've got the buzz when the others hype me Rarest of my kind, there's no one out there like me Heard a couple brothers sounding just like me Can't compare another man to me Rewrite history, that's yours truly Sickers