1800 = Shit

Lyrics

Missing home you know what Is like to be alone will Somebody hit up my phone hah When I call you never answer Leave it a message after the tone hah Butterfly inside my stomach I think I'm about to vomit And I will be leaving The life of an alcoholic Hah Yeah Should I die when I was thinking just like a kid Should I die when I probably want to commit Should I die when everybody knowing defeated Hah Should I die when everybody's just laughing Should I die when everybody want shit to be happen Should I die when my mama try to be avoid hah Missing man when everybody laugh at you When I was just a shaming to be a fool When everybody else just want you to be leaving Now everybody want to be the fame Everybody looking man like a lamb Everybody just wanna somebody die like it was a movie, if a things goes on I thing I will gonna do some commit and leaving Everybody just trying to be the same Everybody un-knowing the differences Everybody just feel ashamed to be different Yeah I think this life is cruel because I'm having a unique perspective, but what you just see is not real is called blinding Now everybody trying to be the best everybody knowing things to be different Everybody just wanna boi to be changing Oh Yeah Should I die when I was thinking just like a kid Hah Should I die when I probably want to commit Should I die when everybody knowing defeated Hah Should I die when everybody's just laughing Should I die when everybody want shit to be happen Should I die when my mama try to be avoid hah Should I die when I was thinking just like a kid Should I die when I probably want to commit Should I die when everybody knowing defeated Should I die when everybody's just laughing Should I die when everybody want shit to be happen Should I die when my mama trying to be avoid hah And Should I die when my grandma thinks I'm the shit Hah